war zone

I ate in such an exquisite place, alone and gluttonous. 3 courses and too much butter chocolate. Looked outside and saw the whole city in a cloud of black. It was London 2011. my friends were inside. My sister. I had greedily ignored, what was happening!!!? The waitresses didn’t say a thing. I went outside and you were there, mysteriously flown into the grey to do some shopping. In this CHAOS???>>> Why didn’t anyone react? Was I worried for no reason? A reflection of my anxiety, ruining my mind while the world moves on. It was quite beautiful, like watching a silent movie with silver textures, historic smoke, still scenes of mortality. Its not happening.