daddy

You do not do, you do not do
Any more, black shoe
In which I have lived like a foot
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.

hello 2012

What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it.

Krishnamurti

a page from the book of my fantasy

earlier today, spinning.

later that day, walking in the dark.

There is no sin except stupidity. says oscar.

what y'a do that for?

Illusion is the first of all pleasures.

ghostly ghosts

'once i wanted to be the greatest'

procrastination

honey your reputation is shit in this town.

all my life