drinking Glue

the day begins with ice.

i break it.

im working

unaccompanied and silent.

quietly, we live on

i am proud.

silently,

you have shame.

silently

we are the same

mr self destruct

I am the voice inside your head
and I control you
I am the lover in your bed
and I control you
I am the sex that you provide
and I control you
I am the hate you try to hide
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I speak religion's message clear
and I control you
I am denial guilt and fear
and I control you
I am the prayers of the naive
and I control you
I am the lie that you believe
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I am the needle in your vein
and I control you
I am the high you can't sustain
and I control you
I am the pusher I'm a whore
and I control you
I am the need you have for more
and I control you
I am the bullet in the gun
and I control you
I am the truth from which you run
and I control you
I am the silencing machine
and I control you
I am the end of all your dreams
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct

medusa

remember, dearest one

remember all night long

i said i loved the song

you never did me wrong.

i told you, darling

i said they were coming along

i warned you, lover

i did not want to spoil your fun

i filled them today, darling

i am telling you, its coming

i see the water, waiting

I, no longer contemplating.

she lost it in the crash

the beast is back

i think i know how i feel.

i screamed until it was real.

i scratched until i could see.

all i wanted was me.