Someone's on the telephone for you

daddy

2012-01-11T14:20:00.000-08:00

You do not do, you do not do
Any more, black shoe
In which I have lived like a foot
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.

hello 2012

2012-01-03T11:17:00.000-08:00

What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it.

Krishnamurti

a page from the book of my fantasy

2011-12-29T12:43:00.000-08:00

earlier today, spinning.

later that day, walking in the dark.

There is no sin except stupidity. says oscar.

what y'a do that for?

2011-12-20T14:00:00.001-08:00

Illusion is the first of all pleasures.

ghostly ghosts

2011-12-19T11:22:00.000-08:00

'once i wanted to be the greatest'

procrastination

2011-12-05T14:29:00.001-08:00

honey your reputation is shit in this town.

all my life

2011-12-01T14:09:00.000-08:00

cover me

2011-11-28T10:00:00.000-08:00

i am overjoyed

i am a silent toy

i want to write the time....

i can not hold the line

i want it all now

i want you more

and more

EAT.

sleepless

2011-11-16T00:13:00.000-08:00

Everywhere I go I find that a poet has been there before me.
Sigmund Freud

nobody nobody felt like you

2011-11-08T13:14:00.000-08:00

never trust a man in a blue trenchcoat

2011-11-03T14:56:00.000-07:00

bye lux.

the four corners of a box

2011-10-19T12:23:00.000-07:00

we will melt down.

drink glue, make some fire for you

a little voice in the corner, the left behind daughter

we will burn up.

its divine.

Terrence Creedon. One of the Best. 28th May 1965 - 9th October 2011

2011-10-11T13:20:00.000-07:00

'how moving friendship is, in its mystery and diversity'. - eddie degas.

little darling, i must confess... i left half my salad last night. - Terrence 1/1/11

WHAT THE FUCK.

sam saves lives

2011-10-03T12:50:00.000-07:00

show off.

admission

2011-09-27T12:05:00.000-07:00

You know of my plans, and that I execute a current phase at the moment, but my studies will only be for a few years. I have prepared well to enter into an acute shortage area post-study, which offers flexibility of location, in short, an ICT teacher. It is a career path that offers satisfaction, monetary reward, and benefits through short to long term, with secured appreciable pension. My area of hygiene lapse (in earlier years), thru the current study phase, offending teeth will be repaired, and greater confidence thru no longer constrained by the usage of grins rather than smiles, will offset my somewhat dour personality at times.

long

how to walk/where to run

2011-09-19T12:45:00.000-07:00

the ceaselessly unfolding.........

why should i worry

2011-09-13T14:26:00.000-07:00

friction and old age

2011-09-09T13:59:00.000-07:00

post burn.

motel.

unexpected and overwhelmed.

my piano has been drinking

2011-08-24T00:20:00.000-07:00

so in a few days i'll be gone. im desperate to go.

im thinking about running around in a sheet, lying on a hard desert floor, drinking sun, painting on strangers, riding to the sight of mountains, singing out loud. but i cant really imagine what lies in store.

The key question isn’t ‘What fosters creativity?’ But it is why in God’s name isn’t everyone creative? Where was the human potential lost? How was it crippled? I think therefore a good question might be now why do people create? But why do people not create or innovate? We have got to abandon that sense of amazement in the face of creativity, as if it were a miracle if anybody created anything.
Abraham Maslow

50 years

2011-08-21T13:55:00.001-07:00

"I almost wish we were butterflies and liv'd but three summer days - three such days with you I could fill with more delight than fifty common years could ever contain."
— John Keats (Bright Star: Love Letters and Poems of John Keats to Fanny Brawne)

it felt mental

2011-08-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

decipher. but not too much so. ponder, until it shows. until you get the face you deserve. wonder. where does it all go. fluids to alter, sounds to transport.

live in fear?

2011-08-14T07:51:00.001-07:00

nothing gets as close as this

2011-08-08T14:36:00.001-07:00

if you've got troubles

2011-08-04T14:04:00.000-07:00

the simple reasoning,

wisdom you pay for later.

you just knew too much...

much for the palm hungry chapter

(to bed, to fake sleep)

i was murdered.

did i have to know?

is it rebirth, is it true?

how do i get

to be inside

you

2011-07-26T06:17:00.001-07:00

Top tip: Don't do it. There are way too many photographers. Try to draw or get politically involved in something that matters. And unless you need to make art to stay alive, you shouldn't be making art.

when we are happy we are always good, but when we are good we are not always happy

2011-07-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

its only easy if you know the answer

2011-07-19T00:14:00.000-07:00

if you want your dog back.... call my lawyer

2011-07-12T05:34:00.000-07:00

i hear voices singing

2011-07-06T15:31:00.000-07:00

a great poet, a really great poet, is the most unpoetical of all creatures. But inferior poets are absolutely fascinating. the worse their rhymes are, the more picturesque they look.... he lives the poetry he cannot write. the others write the poetry they dare not realise.

still and still

2011-06-28T11:03:00.000-07:00

came off yesterday put it back today

sweet lion

2011-06-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

daniel's a man of few words in the morning. but i like to talk

2011-06-09T00:07:00.000-07:00

too late to be late again

2011-06-02T05:42:00.000-07:00

ascend that ladder

2011-05-12T00:21:00.000-07:00

the shy girl still comes out at dinner

2011-05-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

sweeter than anything

2011-05-03T16:03:00.000-07:00

TELL HER THAT YOU ARE A PEADOPHILE LESBIAN VIRGIN THAT RECENTLY GAVE BIRTH TO HERSELF AND THAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH a phase.

things have never been so swell

2011-04-25T12:48:00.001-07:00

reasons to be beautiful

2011-04-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

first there was an aztec taking off his face, then there was a sinking ship.

reasons to be cheerful

2011-04-17T09:12:00.001-07:00

music is magic

2011-04-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

time based reasons

if you think its over you are wrong

2011-04-12T00:12:00.000-07:00

apples and t shirts

2011-04-11T12:35:00.000-07:00

it never gets purer than the first mark you make

uncanny timing

2011-04-11T00:06:00.001-07:00

oh the times they are a changin

2011-04-07T00:10:00.000-07:00

in the bunker

2011-04-04T12:29:00.000-07:00

paris j'taime

2011-03-28T10:52:00.000-07:00

Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live.

2011-03-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

the other

2011-03-24T03:29:00.001-07:00

Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone elses opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.

oscar wilde

whats new spring thing?

2011-03-23T09:06:00.000-07:00

i cant photoshop

2011-03-22T15:26:00.000-07:00

inky era

2011-03-22T13:07:00.000-07:00

http://www.inkylayla.com/

today its ready. massive thanks to chrx for making it happen.

'Peter and I went for walks along the river cart, discussing Marilyn Monroe's sponge and smoking Black Cat to the background of delightful odour, which I didnt smell again till 1960, when I traced it to the wife of Johnny Mortimer, ace trombonist. She called it Diorama, which Christian Dior have discontinued, bad cess to them. The smell, in the wild, is wild garlic, which I couldnt have known then, as people only used pepper and salt to cook with in those days.'

Ivor Cutler, Glasgow Dreamer

lunacy crept in again

2011-03-20T16:57:00.000-07:00

If you want money in your pocket
and a top hat on your head
a hot meal on your table
and a blanket on your bed
well today is grey skies
tomorrow is tears
you'll have to wait til yesterday is here
Well I'm going to New York City
and I'm leaving on a train
and if you want to stay behind and
wait til I come back again
well today is grey skies
tomorrow is tears
you'll have to wait til yesterday is here
If you want to go
where the rainbows end
you'll have to say goodbye
all our dreams come true
baby up ahead
and it's out where your memories lie
well the road's out before me
and the moon is shining bright
what I want you to remember
as I disappear tonight
today is grey skies
tomorrow's tears
you'll have to wait til yesterday is here

rape in a carpark

2011-03-16T18:08:00.000-07:00

no words can. blinding silence, its all been said.

of one's own

2011-03-09T14:33:00.000-08:00

you had a dollar and one another, you wanted to stay alive. i saw you five years later, you looked a little greyer, told me of your encounters, told me of your daughter. i fill my pockets with change, make this body a heavy weight.

wilde

2011-03-06T09:35:00.000-08:00

there are two tragedies in life. one is not getting what you want, and the other is getting it

marry me polly

2011-03-03T05:26:00.000-08:00

longing to see a woman's face

2011-03-03T02:53:00.000-08:00

know thyself

2011-02-26T09:22:00.000-08:00

little people start to grow

2011-02-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

(protect the... ) zombi'd by you

2011-02-18T04:13:00.000-08:00

age of plastic

2011-02-15T07:56:00.000-08:00

thinking

2011-02-13T14:02:00.000-08:00

dont get to thinking

just dont do it

this thinking could

be the end of you

the heart beats a little faster

euphoria

words stumble upon words

the beauty

the torture

euphoria

i lost her some time ago.

he stole her away

now i cant remember her face

yet the faces of others bear the pain she left behind

those branches have your mark on theirs

everyone looks like someone else

a beautiful face in the crowd

a sour smirk. a vice president

misty whiteness like a ghost has settled over our own town

in search of some gloom fuel

tonight i'll shave the mountains

2011-02-13T02:23:00.000-08:00

and in the morning i'll be gone

office

2011-02-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

revolt

2011-02-04T03:08:00.000-08:00

the revolution is growing all the time. the energy is incredible. new year has begun. the rabbit of life. time to take a walk in a bluebell forest.

the rest is noise

2011-02-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

its amazing that people really do have so much power if they just take it.

but i face the ice this year with my father's stick

2011-01-31T13:22:00.000-08:00

plastiic

2011-01-28T07:59:00.000-08:00

unique

2011-01-24T03:28:00.000-08:00

"everything is unique, nothing happens more than once in a lifetime. The physical pleasure which a certain woman gave you at a certain moment, the exquisite dish which you ate on a certain day - you will never meet either again. Nothing is repeated, and everything is unparalleled"

-The Goncourt Brothers

get born keep on

2011-01-23T10:40:00.000-08:00

impending doom

2011-01-22T05:28:00.000-08:00

When I was a little boy,
I looked under the stairs,
The King and the Pawns
Were caught unawares,
Standing in the shadows
A whisperer to be,
Just fishing in the darkness
Of possibilities.

Just look at you now
Yeah
Look at you now
Yeah
Oh
Look at you now

Among such style and grace
Our highest hopes,
None standing
Still the running joke,
Where goes the warm embrace
It fades without return
It lives to slip through fingertips and burn.

Just look at you now
Oh
Look at you now
Ohh
look at you now
Ohh
Look at you now

patrick

2011-01-19T05:53:00.001-08:00

see and not see

2011-01-18T09:49:00.001-08:00

flawless face tone. find out all you can. for the five hundred strong crowd.

turn it off (head sitch)

2011-01-12T02:10:00.000-08:00

none of us can sleep anymore.

in the cold light

2011-01-10T05:19:00.000-08:00

dressed in bishops robes

2011-01-05T15:52:00.000-08:00

i won on that horse by the way

2011-01-04T10:31:00.000-08:00

start again

2011-01-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

Hey little sister what have you done
Hey little sister who's the only one
Hey little sister who's your superman
Hey little sister who's the one you want
Hey little sister shot gun!

It's a nice day to start again
It's a nice day for a white wedding
It's a nice day to start again.

Hey little sister what have you done
Hey little sister who's the only one
I've been away for so long (so long)
I've been away for so long (so long)
I let you go for so long

There is nothin' fair in this world
There is nothin' safe in this world
And there's nothin' sure in this world
And there's nothin' pure in this world
Look for something left in this world
Start again
Come on

2010-12-31T16:18:00.000-08:00

sweet jes

what is this

a monstros

anyway i did it my way

groovin up slowly

lets get in the car and let it take us anywhere

cos im younger

than i'll ever be

and older than i ever was

water on the holder

champagne

yees champagne

so sweet and fine

join the party

you wont need an ounce

you wont need a voice

you just need

forwards

2010-12-30T16:41:00.000-08:00

heres a pickle

spinning

2010-12-29T08:32:00.000-08:00

down to the bones

2010-12-20T05:52:00.000-08:00

she's like tinkerbell... she dies when you dont believe in her

2010-12-19T16:34:00.000-08:00

work is the best cure for anything

2010-12-15T05:31:00.000-08:00

get yer brain washed

2010-12-14T06:32:00.000-08:00

large pizza

2010-12-13T06:15:00.000-08:00

whats the difference between a fine art degree and an extra large pizza?

you can feed a family on an extra large pizza.

lucky pressure

2010-12-12T02:01:00.000-08:00

money

2010-12-01T17:20:00.000-08:00

money gives one thing only............................. C H O I C E

you, your hand in mine

2010-11-30T14:18:00.000-08:00

'if neurotic is wanting two exclusive things at one and the same time then i'm neurotic as hell. i'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.'

buddy put his hand on mine.

'let me fly with you'

he said

2010-11-29T04:44:00.000-08:00

ive known you for a million years

there is no episode 10

2010-11-26T06:46:00.001-08:00

only once

2010-11-24T17:21:00.001-08:00

i think of your journeying into the abstract. thats a cool journey.

only once

we had the time

only now

riddled in ideals

ripped up inside.

only now i get invited in - where my surface gets scratched up and eaten.

unlike you, i had it easy

2010-11-23T15:27:00.000-08:00

omg

2010-11-21T11:21:00.000-08:00

HIGH on life.

with the help of:

leftfield

bare branches

social interaction

bob dylan

pumpkin seeds

rolling hills

red berries

morning mist

clear skies

radiohead

playing guitar every day

walking fast

laughing

japanese

cleaning

precision

telling it like it is

thanks.

damn that elephant in the room

2010-11-18T02:53:00.000-08:00

incase you wondered

2010-11-17T03:42:00.000-08:00

we don't change, we adapt

gemini

2010-11-13T10:27:00.001-08:00

roses are red violets are blue im schizophrenic and so am i

chat in amsterdam

2010-11-13T10:21:00.001-08:00

If we're having so much fun, how come I'm crying every Monday? Is it just to cancel out the laughter from Thursday 'til Sunday? I spend the next two days in bed and wonder what it's all about, and when I start to feel okay I know it's time to go back out. I've had the same look on my face for the last two lonely years. Twenty-four months of bargain pills, cheeky lines and stolen beers. In all the pictures that I've got, my eyes are so black and wide, and if you look long enough you'll see there's not much life inside. A new host for my heart is what I thought I'd never find but fate, as always, intervened. And now I've got a girl in mind, and I'm meeting her next week when we get back home to Glasgow. That's if we even make it and don't get buried in the Dutch snow. And if my instincts are right, I will fall in love and then we can have a laugh from time to time, but you won't see me there again. When I get home in the morning, Trisha's hosting a debate - If you don't like the fish you're catching then you've got to change the bait.

prettya

2010-11-03T14:02:00.000-07:00

Sick of drugs and dancing feet
Sick of bars where people meet
Smell of crotch and sheets not clean
Hairy men in magazines
Every city looks the same
Running from the threat of rain
Pillow talk that's just for one
Saturday get nothing done

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

Human seas of apathy
Nuclear catastrophy
Jumbos crash into the ground
Governments sleep safe and sound
Mornings glisten cold and bright
Organs stolen every night
Can of beans and fast boquet
Double jackpot give away

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

i saw her sweet face underneath the burning lantern

2010-10-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

the changing city. its full.
hey orion, the dog's chasing the rabbit, the bull will get got. you have a rather nice shiny belt.